It feels more like abstinence, though I know why, and it is not because I’m doing something wrong. Though after understanding it was not what made me happy it took me like 30 years, and am still not settled and good with it. I also have turned away from pursuing men for love and sex. I am curious about the “How Jesus Christ saved you from homosexuality” statement. However they were judged, they were people who wanted to live life socially integrated with others, and not look back at all the neglect pain suffering or abandonment many of them may have suffered as children, (in most cases) They made money without oppressing or harming others, giving out a great deal of their own inner self for it, not like so many that rob and deceit pursuing with greed the trust of others in order to get rich.
